Thoughtful and loving. Authority figures probably have been sheltering you all of your life. Thankfully you're a very tranquil person who is content with what life has given you, but secretly you want to know how the outside world works.
Well I'm sitting here and it's my last night living here on Edinburgh Street. It's weird cuz I've been here about a year and a half...kinda got attached to it. Although, I'm glad I'm able to move in with a friend and I will only have one other person living with me rather than 2 or 3. So in some ways I'm sad and some ways I'm glad about it all.
This day could be the worst one yet I just won't relax I can't catch my breath Because I'm sick and tired of you'll be fine Well how do you know, can you read minds
So take while you can so you can meet demands My insanity is what you thrive on So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end We were never friends
Have you ever felt lost inside so unloved within that you almost die Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside
Don't push your ignorance on me I'm not unrehearsed to your jealousy And I know you think I don't see the signs Well how do you know, do I look blind
So take it while you can so you can meet demands My breakdown is what you thrive on So rip it from my soul so everyone will know in the end I'm the break you're the bend
Current Mood:stressed Current Music: Lo-Pro - "Never"
Life sucks so bad...All I've heard is bad news after bad news...I keep thinking it can't get any worse. That maybe the next bad news will at least not be as bad as the last but no...it gets worse. I need a break or I'm gonna lose it.
Hmm...what to write? I guess life has just been kind of bland lately with school and work. I did see Blue October last night at Click's. It was great...there was even a drunken bar fight and everything. Wondering where I was gonna move to has been one of the lastest issues I've had to try to figure out. I think I'm gonna be able to stay where I am until June...which is a good thing. After that I'll probably be finished or close to finished with school and out of a roommate. So that is when some big decisions come into play. I get so comfortable where I am but I think I'm ready for a big change. I'm just not sure where to go yet. I guess I've still got time and hopefully I'll make the right choice. The sucky part is that I've made a lot of good friends here and it will be sad to leave them cuz more than likely I may never see them again.
If you hate your job with a passion (possibly the passion of a thousand suns) it's probably not a good idea to work 9 hours with a hangover. Trust me it only added a few more suns to the firey passion of hate.
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